Hari kluaq result SPM...
Before that day : Malam tu nk tau dak aku mimpi apa??aku mimpi yg result aku bguih and aku trserempak ngn DIA..pastu DIA senyum kt aku..happy gila2 aku time tuw..aku harap sgt2 yg mimpi aku tu akan jd knyataan..sblom tu lama jgak aku try nk tidoq TAPI dok tringat SOMETHING yg aku pon lupa dh bnda ap...
P/S : apa yg aku merepek neyh..=(
In the Morning?? :- aku dok kalut cari sluaq skolah aku..bila dh jumpa,tgk ada yg dh koyak,ad yg zip rosak,ad yg PANJANG(aku pendek sgt)..last2 pkai sluaq slack hitam jaa(mcm BUDAK SEKOLAH form 6)..hahaha..dh la sluaq hitam,kasut plak mcm gampang...baju skolah+sluaq slack hitam+sweater+kasot ala2 gampang=xpadan gila2 la..pasai bnda neyh la yg mnyebabkan cikgu perli aku..dia kata yg aku neyh trlepaih drpd mana tah,dressing mcm ngn apa lagi.. dh la depan org ramai plak tuw...malu thap positive gila2 laa . . . -.-
My Result??? :- aku pon xtau lagi result aku cmna..time2 baru smpai skolah..fuhh!!jntung aku laju jd mcam enjin F1..yg kwn2 dok ajak aku pi tgk result cepat2..ada plak yg kta aku dpt result elok..aku xcaya la sgt sbb aku xtgk lg..dlm dok ketaq gila2 tu kwn aku tros trik tgn aku jln pi kt dewan smpai xsmpat aku tanggai baju sweater aku(aku demam dowh aritu)..smpai kt dewan aku tgk result aku..perhhh!!!tqasa mcm jntung aku brenti...lama jgak la aku usha slip exam aku...demam aku tros hilang time tu.. after that,cmna xtau slip exam aku hilang drpd tgn aku... aku smpai xsedaq slip tu pi mana..sedaq2 dh dok kt geng pmpuan klaz aku(depa kalut ngat nk tgk)..Syukur Alhamdulillah sgt2 sbb result aku OK2 ajaa...
P/S : Thankz for kwn2 yg doakan aku..
Aku Happy KA??? :- yess..!!mmg aku happy..TAPI jgn igt aku mmg btoi2 happy..sbnqnya hari tu aku sedeyh sgt2 sbb yg aku harapkn tak trcapai...ad dua bnda ja yg aku harapkn..
1.nk dpt result cemerlang..(mission accomplish)
2.too complicated(mission terminated)
The fact is : I really don’t know everything about our love and I don’t know it would come to me like this bcoz my heart doesn’t act like it wants to in front of my love..If I know I was going to be like this,I wouldn't have started it...I like a fool now bcoz its to late for regrets..I wished that you are not being my love and I wished that it wouldnt be you..Now you deceited me and please tells me that it is not our love bcoz it was cheated me countless...I hoped that you would go past by me because it would be a painful wounds will be left on me..BUT,even when I know this, I am still greedy and bcoz of that...It keeps getting me sad..I thought that it was a wrong start and I thought it would be so easy..NOW I believed that I could always LOVE you and always MISS you...What should I do?Where did it go wrong?Do I need to avoid this LOVE???no...no...no...Now if its not you, there is no meaning to anything and I can't contain myself anymore..The fact is I must erase you..BUT I would sad if I do that..NOW I think that I’m really2 LOVE you very much and its become more harder for me to erase you...
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Why : It wasn’t supposed to be love..I had fooled myself many times before, but my hearts keeps on thinking of you..Before I tried to run away,I tried to push a step away...But I can’t bcoz you were love growing bigger inside me..I must love you this much,I must wait for you this much..No matter how much it hurts, my heart can’t leave you..My heart won’t change bcoz the love I protected for you, now I can tell you everthing that you must have waited for me no matter hove much I made you hurt, your heart can’t leave me...There must be one love..BUT sometimes love, or tears will cause problems for us...I love you and I just need you next to me...I could fool my mind, but not my heart...I hope you understand what I meant...=(
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Sorry sgt2 klu duluw hati kamu prnah marah or skit hati dsbbkan oleh saia and sorry sgt2 klu saia trlalu mncintai kamu and rindukan kamu...BUT please!!klu kamu benci kt saia pown...senyumla kt saia bila trjmpa ngn saia walaupon kamu xikhlas nk senyum kt saia..saia rindu sgt2 kt senyuman kamu tu...saia bleyh trima klu kamu xmau tegur saia POWN..TAPI saia paling TAK bleyh trima klu kamu xsenyum kt saia...nnt klu kamu nmpk saia lagi,kamu senyum naaa...
P/$ : saia sedeyh+kecewa sgt2 klu kamu xsenyum kt saia...
(!) BIARLAH AKU TAK HAPPY , ASALKAN DIA HAPPY (!)
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